One More Night / by Erin Veness

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And I pull myself together to start again.

Hi friends, it's been awhile hasn't it? I wish I had some wisdom to impart, but I can only think in soundbites and single sentences. There's so much I'm frustrated by, currently, but I am supposedly the only person who can change that. I shouldn't be blogging, I should be looking for a new job. I should be updating my portfolio or doing something that isn't sitting here throwing words into the no-space.

But what else can I do?

I am such a perfectionist and nothing feels right. My mental health wanes and I forgot who I was supposed to be, maybe. 

The truth is, I never knew who I was supposed to be.