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My Week In The Art World

Sunday Go to work at 7am til 3pm. Come home, fuck about trying to sort internet. An hour and a half later some progress is made. Think about what I want to achieve for the next 7 days. I have 2 sculptural installations I need to start work on, a zine to finish, stuff that needs to go to the printers. Think about re-doing my proposal packs and portfolios. Think about cooking dinner, think about drinking wine and writing blog entries. Go to bed, can't sleep, should be making art.

Monday

Wake up, drink tea, smoke, procrastinate. Buy new blades, get all goo-eyed over sketchbooks, drawing pens and all other art materials. See care co-ordinator, tells me he's leaving and i'll have new support soon. fuck.. Start work on artwork, almost cut off my thumb. Think about looking at pictures of cats, think about looking at pictures of Colin Farrell's face. YUM. Cook dinner, drink tea, smoke. Go to bed, can't sleep, should be making art.

Tuesday

Wake up. Drink tea. Smoke. Look at pictures of cats and Colin Farrell. YUM. Procrastinate, think about drawing, think about reading, think about making art. More tea. More smoking. Colin Farrell's face. Start making art. Think about leaving the flat. Get frustrated. Almost cut off my thumb again. Colin Farrell, make dinner. Watch Holby City, Jac & Jonny need to get back together. Go to bed, can't sleep, should be making art.

Wednesday

Wake up. Drink tea. Smoke. Procrastinate. Tidy flat. Do washing. Look for exhibition opportunities. Open up proposal packs and portfolio. Cry. Walk off. Look at proposal and portfolio, cry some more. Go to work. Come home, go to bed, can't sleep, should be making art.

Thursday

Wake up. Drink tea. Smoke. I still have a cold, ears are still blocked up. Think about doctors, think I should be making art. Read and procrastinate on the internet. Pick a spot on my chin. Bite my fingers. Contemplate doing back to bed. Look at proposal pack and portfolio again. Start second sculptural piece. Hate all art, have a hissing fit. Watch Moonrise Kingdom, WES MOTHERFUCKING ANDERSON. Have a bath, think about drinking gin. Think about drinking wine. Cook dinner. Miss having a cat, look at pictures of cats. Go to bed, can't sleep, should be making art.

Friday

Go to work for 7am. Spend the next 15 hours wanting to be creative, wanting to make art. Come home at 10pm, go to bed, can't sleep, ART.

Saturday

Lie in. Miss having cats, miss not having boy asleep next to me. Think about getting up. Think about reading, make tea, go back to bed. sleep more. Think about getting up. Tidy flat, do washing, have shower, go to work. Come home, go to bed, can't sleep, should be making art.